Well, months and months have passed. I know you are dying to know what happened. What happened to BigBoy, The Miner and Loverboy?
That is what I want to know.... what happened to the terrible trio.
Played it all wrong... but really it was all good in the end. Loverboy and I are talking more - I am so not as bitter as I was. What can you do- after 7 years - we all need our Dirty-little-low-down-pissy-bitter times - how else can we reflect on the truth within. That there is no way I am perfect or even right most of the time.
All I can do is try to get around without any deep scars and not cause too many either. Loverboy is a good man. His girlfriend ( Kittylovergirl from now on) is just a normal as I am. Well if that is normal at all. Too bad though... wouldhave been so much better if she was mentally estranged from the Planet.
Big Boy> I barley saw him on that last trip up north. We spent like 4 hours ... and I was there only to satisfy the lust in my heart (and stickier places).
I realized this and made the hasty exit before I made a huge error in judgement. I can't do it that anymore it seems. Too bad - my fruitful youth was a lifetime to be reckoned with. Bigboy has a lot of issues and I don't think he will ever get over 'em. Too bad. Such a nice, gentle BIG boy!!!
The Miner. Well, this chapter will never close. We had a horrible visit last summer. It culminated with my dear dear friend ( the heatseeker - if you will) - and the Miner having a little bout of sex on the couch - while I rested my pretty little eyes in the next room. There was a period of time where it was wierd... but now it all good. I suspect that the heatseeker is a little too 'wildchild' for the ultra conservative Miner.
Regardless I didn't really have any emotions regarding this act - so I came to realize that the Miner and I are not meant to be more than good friends. We just don't do it for each other... not at all. Good to know that now at least.
Tah tah for Now....
ps. Of course I haven't even mentioned my new pursuit... Bookworm.
But that will be for later.
Nice Lady
4.25.2005
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