So here I am again.... telling you about how I want to let go of Jared Leto... and how I know it is impossible... and he just fucks me over again and again.. Only this time... he fucks me over by telling me how important I am to him...
After a night of ill-advised drinking ( it is a school night after all) and some emotional occurrences had by all... he just gets me in the end.
Him telling me that I have become to be such an important person in his life.. that he went out west and just gushed about me to his "solid" friends... it destroys me.
I know he means well, and wants me to know he loves me... without actually telling me he loves me. At one point, he was stuttering out this sentence... and I just stopped him with - " I love you too Jared Leto".
What am I going to do... I adore him. He is so perfect in so many ways - yet it will be impossible to get to the point I want to be.
Oh and he told me that I make him want to be a better man... he said that. I am not even lying.
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