I have spent time avoiding this entry. I read a bunch of other people's blogs, commenting randomly. I flipped through vanity fair, amazed on how Kate Moss is every third picture. (Cocaine use sure didn't slow her career down one bit.) I did the dishes. I talked to my little friends on the phone. And now I am here.

I just don't want to write how I think I had this whole Bookworm thing wrong. I left him a message about our movie date 2.5 days ago. And nothing. No call, no text. No cancellation. Nothing. Ignorance is bliss for him?
It is truly one of two things:
1. He doesn't really want to explore the life I first thought. So, not calling me back, is no big deal. Also - maybe he thinks because I called him to go to the movie he suggested ( 3 times!!) that I want more? And he doesn't?

2. He is the slowest moving man in the history of time? Doesn't want to rush things by going out on an actual date after 3 years?

I should call him tomorrow... But I don't have a reason, aside from being pissy that he didn't at least call to say he couldn't make it.

This birthday party for his sister, that she invited me to, is going to suck now.
( I do exaggerate and assume things are worse than they are - it is true - but that is what I do best - clairvoyance if you will)

ps. I found this site that cracks me up. Here is the photo and website. **Beware of "gallery" as there are some nudes... but read his main page.

www.sethescort.com