Well.. this my second time writing this blog entry. on acount that i dont know how to publish and i lost it all. dammit.
I spoke about my loverboy. And how he has found himself a girlfriend. I can't believe it. I can't believe how i screwed that up. I could have at least tried to move it beyond the FRIEND level. But now that is all gone... she is nice and he is fantastic. So they may well be together. I have no excuse. I would never have gotten him. not the boy for me obviously.
Of course now this means i cant just not date .... there is no boy for me to pine for silently. I could call the newfie boy I met last week. he was nice enough - so young. So wrong. But at least it is a cheap way to get out there. Then i can move onto the other objects of my affection. LIke fraud boy. He is the newest prize that i can see. he is cute and smart and awkward. yet always happy. can't go wrong with this. Loverboy was miserable all the time... that got dull.
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